I feel like such a fool.
I don't understand why and what I do things for actually. And since it's been more than once, I should have known by now cost benefit balance will never happen in real life. Contrary to what is optimal, output more than inputs, in life, at least what I experienced so far, it has only been the opposite.
And it fucking sucks to be not appreciated or even worse, getting something that is inferior and being expected to think that it's okay.
I really don't think I deserve this.
Labels: me, rants
